Will I grow up to be like that? Like a typical ruthless, cold-hearted, self-absorbent business woman? I mean, I’m beginning to see traits of that emerge frm within myself. When I was just slightly younger, under the protection and shelter of school, I naively told myself that I wanted to be the kindest, most loving business person this world has ever seen. But now that I’ve gotten a taste of the real world, I’m becoming more and more like it. Will success and recognition consume and destroy me?
Let that not be, father. Yknow lord, that I’ve always struggled w my complacency. But let that not be, father. Reinstill humility within me, lord, and remind me that wtv success I receive is not for my glory but for yours. Father, I hand my pride issues over to you, asking you, lord, to forgive me and help me overcome.